3mth din blog!!
Saturday, October 17, 2009 1:55 AM
hahaha.. i'm bk to blog again 3mth din blog.. cux i hv been doing the same ting plus i'm super lazy to update.. haha.. july i went to celebrate sam's bday only den aug i tink i jux went out for movie lahx.. step went for movie again, prawning & helping in my kor shop.. step i have 2 day off gt one day i went out wif sam n the other day i went to pary my grandma cux it's was her 1yr anni... i reli miss my grandma lahx.. sometime stil wil tears becux mis her too much n dream of her.. hehe... oct of cux went to celebrate my bday ish v enjoy lahx... but i hope it could b more happy bax.. hehehe... rest of my tinm ish wrkwrkwrk nth else le lahx.. my life ish soo boring til i duno wad to do lo.. sianx..
i sometime ask myself y i choose tis road.. y when i finish N lvl i din go to ite?.. cux i reli no gdgd in study or i'm lazy to read n go to sch or becux of family.. i reli duno.. ppl outside keep asking mi to study for my future but i keep telling them i'm nt gdgd in study it tat ture.. i duno.. i hope one day i wil nod the ans.. haix.. and i somtim oso ask myself did i give up on him le ma.. i reli duno my heart lky stil hv feel for him n sometime dun.. y lei? i reli duno when he msg mi, i feel happy becux he stil treat mi as a frenx.. but i now reli nod the ans i give up on him le ma.. haven bax cus i stil wil care for him n worry for him but he dun care at all.. i wil jux act i dun care him lo.. i noe he treatin mi lky a fool.. cux he here wil say i still love u n blablabla, den 1 more mth can c he happily wif other gal le.. i wont get sad for him anymore n i will try v hard to forget him asap n jux treat him as my frenx will do i wont walk bk to him again.. i promis to myself n i mux make it..HEHEHE!!!=) if one day i wake up my mind i will choose to study again to get a gdgd cert n go for wrk le.. i dun wanna waste my tim anymore.. hehe.. be happy oway!!!
